Why do I even title these anymore?!

Well, I'm tired
but every time I get ready to fall asleep my brain jolts me into doing something.
The human bladder is the bane of a good night's sleep.
FACT
when I get really tired I think in german. Kinda.
I'm probably as terrible at it as I am at Russian

get into full time lessons with miss Rosetta Stone. a good teacher indeed


I am falling into the belief that over the almost 20 years I have been alive, I have developed chronic headaches. I guess it's safe to say to be careful what you wish for.
I always remembered reading books where there are certain people who have certain handicaps, my favorite was the guy who had a limp because of a particularly painful rugby game.
I always wanted to be that guy. Don't ask why, but that is what appeals to me.
well, I get it, not a limp, but nasty headaches 24/7. Congrats bonehead.
Either way, I had a very good friend of mine convince me that thanks to knocking my head into the corner of a car door (smack on the left temple) I'm concussed. I believe it. I'm always taking some kinda damage to the head anyways. be it the girlfriend poking me in the eye. Random headbutts, random bike tire flying away incidents, random this and that, I'm sure I have these fun, all-day-every-day headaches.
I don't know what this means for any live performances of my music or what have you. My base audience (girlfriends mostly) comes and goes, and I created The Berkut to actually expand my audience.
Not that you people care. I'm 99% sure none of you are chomping at the bit waiting for my next release.
Ah, the joys of being an independent artist with no label and at the time of this post, 26 fans.

listen to me ramble on. I don't even know how many people read these posts.
here's an idea.
If you read this.
Send me a message or comment on one of my statuses saying
"John has a long mustache"
For those who haven't seen "The Longest Day"
Watch it.

I've run outta shit to type.
Just thought I'd let the world know that now I can blame my headaches on it.
because they will never ever stop.
ever.
bastard.
Actually, I can blame my headaches on pretty much anything huh.

oh my, excuse me. my evil is showing.